Over three months ago I made a very big decision and left University. Everything I knew and everything that was expected of me disappeared in a flash and before I knew it I felt like the loneliest person on the planet. I knew what I’d done had worried the people closest to me and the word disappointed was a very big understatement but it was what I needed to do, for me. I am currently working full time hours at a job I know really well but I can’t help thinking there is more out there for me to do and there is something new and exciting waiting for me.
Knowing all of this I do wonder what really keeps me going? Well, I might not be on the right track for a new skill, a high end job or lots of money in the bank but I am very lucky to have the support of an amazing bunch of beautiful ladies who I can be myself with. I’m also very lucky to have an amazing boyfriend who; even after six months, can still make my tummy do somersaults whenever I see him, be there when I am hurt or upset, help me get ready for work even when he’s tired and could have had a lie in, encourages me to do the things I want to do and not what people expect me to do, appreciate my silly humour and put up with my awkward ways.
I know I am blessed and I’m very, VERY happy.
